IJJPSK♥

2008-11-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY IJJPSK DAY LADIES!
I LOVE YOU LADIES VERY VERY VERY MUCH! x1200000000

Illene, we'll definately miss you loads, x120000000000
come back soon yeahh!

Ladies, I worte you guys a letter but I do not know your addresses so message them to me and I'll snail mail your letter! hahahas (:

MUAHHH♥

jasmine

2008-10-26T11:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO ! :D

We're more than just best friend yeah ?
make this blog alive please !

-illene-

Tuesday

2008-10-12T12:29:00.002+08:00

Ladies , this Tuesday's marking day
We're going to Kw's house for steamboat lunch ! :D

Meet at amkhub at 1oam , we're gonna go marketing at ntuc
Hahahs , Bring $$ ! :D
Cos we're buying our own stuff to steam in the boat

Steam in the boat ?
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So don't be late ! :D

♥, SHERLYN

Byebye EOY :D

2008-10-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER ALREADY !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHS !

Loveeeeeeee you ladies ! :D

♥, SHERLYN

2008-09-28T17:14:00.003+08:00

Hello girls!
Jiayous for exams .
Lets all hope that fat fck dies of obesity yeah?
Love you all loads~

-K W A N W E I ♥

2008-09-23T20:22:00.003+08:00

yay yay, tmr's e learning!

we must really jiayou jiayou for EOY!

lovelovelovelovelovelove♥

fatfck's an asshole yeah? (:

BaoBei

2008-09-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

jiayou girls ,

jiayou for EOY (:

♥

- illene (:

2008-09-20T15:48:00.001+08:00

Jenna told me :

i loved you all all the while, till now .

2008-09-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hey girls!
I've changed the blogskin .
Illene found it .
Hope you all like it!
& i think we should all thank SOLOMON SOH .
At first the posts were all out of the box .
He helped me make everything okay .
A million THANKS , MR SOH!

K WA N W E I ♥

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2008-09-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

Give me a good reason why you lock the blog ?(:
a little no link there okays .

Let's take care of some issues here okays ; NO MORE SECRETS .
REASON I AM ANGRY :

#1 - You did ask me about illene being fat thingy and WHY was i so angry ?
You said something like '' compare her to sherlyn !'' ; you even asked Beautrice whether Fats or Muscles heavier'' then you said again ; then you compare her and your weight. You claimed to touch before or smth ?

You should have seen your face .

#2 - Jasmine is Heartbroken . She already suspect you keep msg Derek . WELL ?
she merely asked him , to clear her doubts .
WTF he replied her ? HE SAID : cannot ar? she's nice & funny mah .
LOL ! wow ~ nice & funny ...
FYI : You just broke up with De an ; what you tell others ? on your blog ?
You claimed you were very sad .
we understand that .
That's when you already broke the rules .
& then HE SAID you are NICE & FUNNY ?
human instincts ;
you said that just now .
Your mind can't control things ? Or your hands went on typing it without your consent ?
HERE'S AN EXAMPLE :
a random guy ask a girl to have sex .
OUT OF HUMAN INSTINCT ;
the girl doesn't have a CHOICE to say no !
- WE HAVE THE CHOICE .
is want or not only .

Talking about the flirt issues .
You don't know how Well-known you are for it
Those weirdweird random people ;
ALSO SAY YOU ?
WHAT is flirting ?
need to touch each other than is flirt ?

If we talk nicely to you ;
It'll turn out like .....

We say a mistake ;
You have reason for it ~

Another mistake ;
You admit you're wrong..

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then POOF .
all your reasons/misunderstandings covered up those mistakes .
then you NO MORE mistakes liao wor .
clap clap .

but you won't learn ;
that's the problem .

WE ARE NOT KINGS OR QUEENS ;
WE'RE HELPING YOU TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER .
ONLY FRIENDS DO THAT .

huh ?
you think other ppl will care ?
seriously ; they don't even care hor .
in the real world , ppl only laugh at you behind ;
THEY WANT TO SEE HOW YOU DIE .
cruel right ?
that's life .

You told Illene you are sensitive ;
okay lo .
IF I ALWAYS CRY WHEN I SEE THE SUN ?
WILL THE SUN DISAPPEAR FOR ME ?
no ; it will still be THERE !

You ask why should you change for us ?
We didn't point a gun to you .
You don't have to change.
You can't blame or force us to like you too .

For so long alr ;
if want to let go ; why wait until now ?
Because we are human ;
we aren't heartless .
Steady abit can ? Don't earn sympathy .
Friendships can't survive on Sympathy .

think girl ; think .
I can read you like a book .

2008-09-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

poh ee,
if you're unhappy with me,
can you just say ?

im not afraid,
let others read ba .

okay,
if you dontwant to let go,
what do you want from me ?

thats all im asking .

2008-09-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

I dont see why you have to lock this blog just cause of this .
Do you seriously think i want this to happen?
None of us wants this to happen .

You keep using the word ' misunderstanding ' .
But i think some of the things are not exactly misunderstandings .
You keep telling us to tell you when we are unhappy with you ,
Or ask us to say everything out ,
But ask yourself ,
Honestly ,
Have you told us everything?
I am sure your answer would be no .

& i seriously think you should say ' Pohee said ' , ' Sherlyn/Illene/Pohee said '
Because this might cause more ' misunderstandings '
One thing very important that you should know is ,
' Trust has to be earned , not given '
The way you put things ,
You make it seem like we are making things difficult for you .
It's not up to us whether to accept you or not .
If you didn't do anything in the first place ,
We wouldn't even have this kind of reaction .
Even if we are at fault ,
You were the one who made us likethat .
If you didn't do all these nonsense at first ,
We wouldn't dislike you ,
If we don't dislike you ,
We wouldn't have to try to accept you .
You may say i'm putting the blame on you ,
But think ,
Why do we even have to blame you?
You didn't do anything wrong?

& i heard from them that you said i wouldn't listen to you ,
I would be stubborn & won't accept whatever you say?
You dont have to deny this ,
Because i am very sure you said it .
Since you tink i'm so unreasonable ,
What's the point of writing all this hoping i would listen?
When you already ASSUME ,
When you already THINK ,
I wouldn't listen ,
I wouldn't accept what you say.
You said that when i have my own impression of you ,
I won't change it ,
No matter what you say .
You said something like this , didn't you?
You made it sound like i am really unreasonable ,
& i am really making life miserable for you ,
That's what you told them ,
You made it sound likethat ,
& they would think i 'm a really mean person .
What would Sherlyn & Illene think?
They would keep telling me that i must be nice to you etc etc ...
& in case you dont know ,
They sound as though i am the only one at fault ,
I bullied you .
& now i have to make it up to you?
This way ,
I would think that you ' brainwashed ' them .
You changed the way the think .
& you said Jasmine was sacarstic .
That would change the way they thought about Jas too .

Dont keep saying that you tried your best ,
What makes you think that we didn't try?
You ASSUMED that we didn't try at all .
So it would turn out to be our fault?
All along when you did something to make us dislike you ,
We kept quiet .
Cox we have to compromise & sacrifice , remember?
So we cannot hurt each other by saying all this .
& you wouldn't say things out if you were us .
Like the other time ,
You didn't like one of us ,
Did you say things out?
All we did was try & tolerate .
Do you think it was easy for us?

You said that i didn't give you a chance to clarify everything ,
But hello ,
They asked me to be nice to you ,
How can i be nice when i really dislike you?
I know i would scream at you if i was there ,
I didn't want to be rude ,
Plus i dont want to make it seem like i was bullying you ,
Thats why i didn't wan to go over .
&&&& ,
They told me you said you would scold me back if i screamed at you .
I was shocked when i heard this ,
I thought we are the ones that dislike you?
Or is it the other way round?
If i know you would scold me back when i talked to you ,
Do you think i would even want to talk to you?
& what makes you think we've been assuming?
You dont know how much we know .
Plus , are you sure you didn't assume at ALL?

Dont keep trying to ask me to put myself in your shoes .
Because the unhappiness we went through was much more you .
How about the other way round?
Try putting YOURSELVES in OUR shoes .
It wasn't easy for us too .

I cant believe you said ' to me , itsnot really my fault, '
' to you, i think you think its my fault. '
So we have been accusing you all the while ,
Things that we said you did ,
You didn't do it at all?
We falsely accused you?
Is that what you're trying to tell us?

' however, i think we're both in the fault '
Can you tell me what i did?

Dont keep saying it's up to me to trust/accept you ,
Because like i said ,
' Trust has to be earned , not given '
You cannot expect me to just trust you just like that ,
After so much had happened .

& i remember that face you gave when you walked past me & pohee .
Jux now , when you were going to the staff room ,
That face of yours said " I'm winning for sure "
I know you would definitely say you didnt .
I was so shocked to see that look on your face too .
Cox they said you looked sad at the gathering area .
But when you walked past us ,
That face was nothing that looked like sad .
Dont deny ,
Cox Pohee saw it too .

& fyi , i'm not the only one that dislike you now ,
You have to explain all this to Pohee as well .
She doesn't say anything doesn't mean she's okay with you .
I'm just being honest .

KwanWei .

2008-09-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

heyhey.

i wna dedicate this post to kwanwei ,
alright .

and im sorry girls, if anyone of you disagree to locking this blog, but im locking it , until kwanwei sees this post , and you all can decide whether to unlock it,
its up to you (:

kwanwei,

i know you are really unhappy with me,
becos of all the misunderstandings ?
+++ and all add up until like that ?

all i can say is ,
yes i admit.

that time i did tell illene she wasnt fat,
but i still asked poh ee, infact kinda argued with her , how come she so heavy ?
that one, i admit is solely my fault, im contradicting my ownself.
and im really sorry, and i promise i wont ever judge people and contradict myself again,
i'll try my v best.

idk,
but poh ee said you think im going back to sec two ?
like flirt or what , yea, as what sherlyn/illene/poh ee said,
flirt is what others define themselves, not me.
all i can say is , if you ever think im flirting or what,
please please . take the intiative to tell me ?

i really dont wna have misunderstandings that pile up,
until you all " dont dare to trust me " ,
i really hope you can trust me back again, and accept me ?
but the decision is all up to you anyway,
i cant force you ..

all i know is ,
recently i knew you alr didnt like me,
and i did try to msg and ask you, but you didnt really wna reply me.
but, one of ijjpsk's rules are say everyth out,
compromise and sacrifice,
even if you hate anyone in the clique , tell the person nicely,
take the intiative, dont kip everyth to yourself,

i really did try to take the intiative,
becos i had that feeling that you were shooting me on your blog.
well, i guess in your point of view you'll say im feeling guilty for what i've done, if i've done nth iwouldnt think its me,
but i alr felt the unhappy feeling you had with me, therefore when you posted such a post, i guessed it was me .
i know explaining myself wont do any good,
if you dont wna listen/read this its alright,
im just trying my v best,

to clear things up between us and everything.
according to sherlyn/illene, i broke ijjpsk rules cos of that time jasmine/derek thing ?
thats why you all think, whats the use to trying to follow ijjpsk rules ?
i dontknow,
but i really didnt talk to him, he was the one that talked to me first,and my natural instinct was to reply.
yea, iguess in your point of view, it would be considered flirting,
but i promised not to talk to him alr, and i havent done so since then.

during recess today,
sherlyn said that actually want talk everything out de ?
but didnt, cos i was just playing my fone games ?
and poh ee said that you were waiting for this day ?
so we didnt talk it out in the end,

and aft sch,
i wanted to talk everyth out,
but you didnt wna come ,
poh ee came over and said, you're scared that i'll cry ? cos you'll scold me ?
at first, out side the classes, i did want to tellyou, lets like talk it all out,
but you avoided eye contact with me when i looked at you, perhaps you didnt notice, its okay.

i guess jasmine doesnt know much about this,
and to me, in my point of view, you were sorta telling her, on all the stuff you're unhappy with me or smth.
i dontknow ba,
but we could have had a talk ?
my time was very limited then, had chemistry.
in the end i still went down for chem, without talking it out at all with you .
aft chem, i called sherlyn, ask her whether want me come up not ?
she say nvm ba,

so this whole talk thing was cancelled ?
yes kwanwei,
i know you're unhappy with me.
but could you please talk it out with me ?
and please, try not to assume, cos in my point of view you've been assuming .
no offense , i've no idea whether this post will anger you or upset you,
but im just telling you how i feel .

since you dontwant, or didnt see your fone ?
i calledyou , you didnt answer, nevermind ..

plus,poh ee said aft sch.
you're upset with me,
cos i wenta tell illene and sherlyn bout all that im unhappy with,
and not you ?
i wanted to tell you, wanted to clarify everything with you, but you gave me no chance,
no chance kwanwei.
at least thats what i think .

kwanwei,
try putting yourself in my shoes ?
its just a few more days to your birthday,
and you have such a big conflict with your bestf, she doesnt seem , to trust you anymore.
any idea how much it hurts ,i reallyreally wna clarify things with you .

yes,
to me , itsnot really my fault,
to you, i think you think its my fault.
however, i think we're both in the fault, aft reading your blog all over,and everyth .
could we not make things so complicated anymore ?
apologise and clear things up, and be bestfriends again ?

yes , yesterday i was tired to the point.
i told illene ,
"give up luh, no use le uh."
yes , it triggers a wt_ reaction from you all,
but im also upset that our friendship's become like this,

its up to you ,
whether you're willing to clarify things with me ba,
and make up ?
i really hope we can make up,
all this time we were besties, taking fotos , asking for joanne's number , the crazy times we had, when you came down when i called, cos of shiwei ?
all the times we had,i really dontwant tolose you as a bestfriend girl ):
i really want you back as my bestfriend ,
i dontwant things to turn out like this ,
can we all make up ?

can we all try ,
whenever we're unhappy with anyone,
try to share ? and if we're unhappy with someone over something , dont let it pile up,
but clarify it ?

perhaps all the trust you have in me is gone,
but i really wna tell you all,
whatever i've done wrong, whatever i've done to make any of you unhappy,
im sincerely sorry.
i know infinite apologies wouldnt help, its all up to you, any of you who're unhappy with me to forgive me for whatever i've done to make you unhappy.

kwanwei,
if you're reading this post.
i hope you can , and will contact me , so that we can be bestfs again ?
i dontwant the friendship between us to be like that ):
i really dontwant,
i dontwant.

i dontwant..

its all up to you ba kwanwei,
and im sorry any of you,
if i've offended any of you in the past, or now , or in this blog post.
i promise, i didnt mean at all to offend you,

i just hope you'll be able to make up with me girl ..
im sorry .

2008-09-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

wahlao, i clicked THE WHOLE PAGE, but i still cant find the navigations!

can someone please tell me? (:

JASMINE (:

Tadah !

2008-09-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hey ladies !
Here's something interesting for youall to try out

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1. pick the number of times you'd want to go out to eat a week [ more than once , less than 1o ]

2. mutiply the number u picked by 2

3. add 5

4. mutiply it by 5o

Are you girls done ? :D

5. if you already had your birthday this year , add 1758 ;
if you havent , add 1757

6. subtract the 4-digit year that you were born

7. You'll get a 3-digit number

The first number is the number of times you wanna eat out in a week
The last two numbers are . .

Your AGE !

Oh YES IT IS ! d;

Let's arrange for a study session again tml !
Hahahs ! :D

♥, SHERLYN

2008-09-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

Everyone go see the profile part .
I add our photo there .
I think we should come here more often to brighten up the blog!

Guess who?

2008-09-01T14:32:00.001+08:00

Faster ley ,
See which day everyone free ,
Then we go study ,
I think we like so long never with Jasmine le .
Like totally never talk to Jasmine .
))))))))))):

Haizzzzz ):
I miss lastime de IJJPSK .

K W A N W E I ♥

2008-08-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

: D i want to post something too !

but i cannot think of what to blog !
eu girls want go outing ? :D

we can go...

somebody house party ?
study ?
sentosa?
east coast ?
rollerblade ?

:D

ohh ~!
i am so sad about my result ? i think you all too eh ? ):
we jiayou together hor : D
sooo , if want outing we go STUDY [:

2008-08-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

This song is for IJJPSK ♥
If we hold on together - Diana Ross

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

K W A N W E I ♥

Shit-ty Year

2008-08-29T19:32:00.000+08:00

This year sucks for us
Too many quarrels& blah

But I believe things'll get better next year
September Holidays lets meetup& ~~enjoy~~ study la ook ? :D

♥, SHERLYN

2008-08-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

I think IJJPSK are not so close anymoreeee :/
So many things are happening .
Whywhywhy?

o8o8o8 ♥

2008-08-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY IJJPSK DAY GIRLS !
Love youall loads ! :D
o8o8o8 ♥

♥, SHERLYN

Ladies ♥

2008-07-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Ladies ,
I changed the blogskin !
Let me know if it's bad or if any one of you can find a nicer one , just replace this one

Cannot stand the old one !
So classic !
hahahs !

And those who know , Put up a photo with all 6 of us :D
Otherwise the profile page varhx bo-ring

yay add a tagboard if you want also ! :D

♥ you ladies !

♥, SHERLYN

IJJPSK ♥♥♥

2008-07-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'm herehere hereee to post& revive this blog !
:DD

We've been through so much ,
& Right now everyone's growing up& changing
But I'm so proud to say everyone's changing for the better

I ♥ you girls ! :D

HELLO HELLO WORLD !
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR !
BE-CAUSE IJJPSK'S HERE !
:D

♥, SHERLYN

2008-05-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

YOU ALL LOVE ILLENE YEAH ?! :D

2008-05-20T19:42:00.001+08:00

WE LOVE IJJPSK :]

We're not sarcastic - We're hilarious
We're not annoying - We're just cooler than you
We're not bitches - We just don't like you
& We're not obsessed - We're just best friends